还不错

很久没上来更新了

再没来的这段日子里发生了很多事

1我给carmen甩了，真是人生中的第一次

我从来都没给人甩过但这次我给她甩了

真是第一次。haiz。。

给他甩的原因是他觉得我不够爱她。。。。

可能我当时在追求别的女生忽略了她。。。

真的对不起。。。

camen...i tell u the true..

i never think tat u r my toy...

y u will think the negative?

b4 i chase u i ady promise u i will give u happiness...

but at the last i fell tat lithing just is my coffee

sorry for hurt u....

sorry

i ady together with lithing 3 week le...

start we r very happy n will feel tat very happy....

but now we always argue...

wat is the problem??

i really want to know....

thing sorry ya....

i know tat u very worry about me...

but i know how to takecare myself de....

i know tat u still cant forgive me tat wat i tell u tat day

but there r wat i think ...

dont angry le....

i also want sorry for this few day scold u...

really very very sorry....

i hope tat u will forgive me....

i ady know wat i do wrong le...

sorry

i promise u dint have the second time le....really ...

b...i promiss me u...i will give u feel tat u r the most happiness girl in the world....

leng lui...u r the most leng lui in my heart n inmy world...

i also promise u i wont chase another girl le...

reallly wont...

couse u r my only 1

not only now...

is for our future also...

heheheh

b4 tat i dont dare to say mixiu mixiu to u...

i als dont know y!!!

but know i will automatic to say mi xiu mixiu to u

couse i feel tat i really really very very love u

thing......i love u muacksssssss

......

最近我对他的爱没以前那么深了！！！

为什么？？

我喜新厌旧？？

不是！！

它不适合我？？

不是！！！

很烦啊！！

没关系拉。。。反正我都还有一个。。。

哈哈哈哈

有时觉得自己很够力，

但我就是不能转一

到底是为什么？？

多几天，我就要更她去云顶了

希望那时的我，可以更了解他。。。

今天住了房间来睡，

但就是不能入眠。。。

累了。。。。

但就是不能睡

糟糕。。。。

camen，他说他喜欢我

我们在一起了

但。。。

烦就对了。。。。

haiz,

wat can i do??

wat are my heart think??

who r me most miss??

camen??lithing??

i also dont know is who!!!

sometime i think i m not a good ppl

i should not accept them as my gf...

but...

when they chase me...

i will give them chance...

but whem i accept them

i will know tat they r not my lover...

y will be like tat??

is tat my wrong??

i hate myself...

but sometime i will think tat i was a good ppl

y i will think like tat??

couse always got many ppl chase me mah...

hahahaha

wat i promise u all,

is not i cant do it...

is u all want me promise u de

i never think tat i will promise u all wat...

now i just think to go genting...

GENTING

wait me ...

i m coming on this tuesday....

hahahaha

to all my bb

i promise your all

at genting...

i will give u all have a nice trip...

i love u

all

hahahaha..............

dont know...

ady long time dint write blog le!!!

this few day 9 i very very buzy talk with my gf...

hahaha

she veryvery very cute..

i ;like to hear her sound..

really very cute n beautifull

bb i love u..

now i still dont know wat u want...

but

give me some time to know more about u...

i love u

so i will try my best to do the most better...

wat i promise u ..

i will do it

hahaha

bb u really r my last...

i wont change it again

i love u.....

烦

i dont know y i always want talk about her!!

itizit i still can forget her??

i dont i really dont know!!

i want to know wat is she still thinking!!

i really dont know...

i very confuse...

this 2daY i always go out with vivian...

but i still dint get the fell tat i want...

vivian sorry...

who can tell me is tati still cant forget carrie is a good thing??

i dont think so..

wat is the good idea for me to forget u??

i still want use how much time to forget u??

or untill tatday i die i also can for get u??

i ady very very tired for this love....

sorry for the ppl tat always love me

sorry u all....

伪装`的过日子

最近都没写blog...

不是懒惰写，而是没那种心情写。。

from sunday untill now i never happy...

y i so un happy???

because carrie??

because vivian??

because jimmy??

y my heart always want think nonsen??

y?????

form sunday untill now....

didnt have ppl know tat i sad...

i dont want let ppl know wat i think

伪装的过日子真的好辛苦，

脑里时常出现过去的画面。。。

那些画面对我来说还有意义吗？？

星期日，带了我朋友去吃东西后，

我告诉他我不舒服。所以要早回，其实我不是病

而是突然心很不舒服

为什么会这样？？

我也不知道，

星期一，我们去唱k，

那时就趁机大大声地喊出来。。。

唱到最后，我累了

在朋友回自己又回到家后，就很快的入睡了。。。。

半夜醒来，不知道为什么自己哭了，

我最近真的真的很压力。。。

谁会理解我的心情？？

我不想再装了，，

我真的很辛苦！！

我可以选折不去想吗？？

我可以吗？？

不。。。我不可以。。。

我不可以在逃避了，，

但。。。

how should i settle??

when i work,can i forget everything??

can??

no....

i know tat how i buzy i also can forget all the thing...

i really dont want think le

i just want do back myself...

i want tell my mum tat ..now i m not suitable buy house....

but how can i tell my mum all this thing??

i dont want my mum unhappy...

wat should i do??

all ppl pls la...

give me sometime to think..

wat shold i do n give me think tat wat i do is tat right!!!

i think i should dissappear for a few week...

i ady tired for this life...

i got many idea for settle this all thing...

but all the idea with give some ppl sad....

haiz,,,,

next week i will not contact with u all....

pls let me alone...

give me think ...

i ady waste many time now i should work hard le...

vivian...i know u very miss me.

i know tat i dint reply your msg is my wrong but....

now i still cant accept u .

sorry

carrie,pls dont sms me again ....

i ady tell myself i should forget u de...

i know i will forget u de...

but i need a long long time...

sorry

jimmy your turn....

you ady give me many many trouble...

pls la give me freedom

i wont together with u le

tat time is u want go outstation de

now i cant accept u le

sorry

i so tired for this 3 ppl le

jimmy ,vivian ,carrie

sorry

无聊

已经一个多星期没有写blog了。。。。

都忘了上星期发生什么事了。。

只知道上星期很很很无聊

:D

不知道什么时候开始，心已经不在为你痛

泪也不会再为你而流，不会为你而哭泣

不知道什么时候开始，我已经不在对着电话等你的信息

不再傻傻的握着电话，只为了等你一封的信息

不知道什么时候开始，我已经不想去知道你的情况了

我也不再去打听你的消息了

都结束了，最后的结局谁都可以想到的

情人最后还设会变成陌生人，那个曾经抱过的陌生人，

我们不在有任何关系，因为分手后绝对当不成朋友

为什么？？？因为这世界就是那么的现实

我学会了没有你的日子，

我终于可以脱离痛苦，

jimmy thanks for u, this few day i feel very happy,i ady can forget carrie

i wont cry again

cousr i know tat now u n vivian is beside me

jimmy really very thankss for u